haist.. hard to accept but i can't deny the fact that something really changed..just like the way i talk to her.. i can't even look into her eyes directly..yes we're OK now.. but the pain is still there.. i was badly hurt by her words..and yes,i must've hurt her, too..maybe i just need more time to let go of the pain..hopefully it will be soon..I'm trying..
she's one of the persons i treasured so much..she's a friend, she became my crying shoulder, i can freely share my burdens, and especially my secrets..she's one of a kind girl that i cant afford to lose. i found a real sister in her and she's absolutely my ANGEL too..
i miss her now..i miss talking to her, i miss chatting with her,i miss plurking with her, miss ko na siyang kulitin, i used to tease her.. during our confrontation sa ym, she even told me "puro lang ka kabuang!"..yes i used to hear my friends telling me that im so buang, because of my endless jokes,but did she forget how i talk to her seriously?..or have she ever really witness that i still have my serious side despite of my kabuang?..there was a time that i told her "i miss the old her"..- and i mean it..honestly I'm happy for what she is right now..i just miss the old her who patiently understood me for who i am the who patiently confronted me when i did something wrong without being harsh, and for not saying bad words just to express she is badly disappointed to someone..
im just hoping nah sana bumalik kami sa dati.. hopefully i can still bond with her without the
"ilang" factor..for now just want to let her know that "I MISS HER"..
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ako ni aising? hahaha.. i miss you too ai.. im not sure if you know that but i do, i do really miss you..naa jud changes noh? between the two of us? on how we approach each other and to tell you i blamed myself for being so irresponsible for that..
i wanted to bring back the relationship we have before.. i miss the way you tease me {makasakay nman gud ko} i miss those funny memories we had together {just like sa hospital? remember? kato na-confine c chang? we're so Kaka that time} hai.. can we bring back that relationship ai?
i can feel man gud na ur ilang2x pa sa ako so, im not forcing myself lang pod. take your time. im willing to wait.. even if takes forever..
love you aising..
uu day ikaw tawon nah..hehe.. weee, glad to know gimingaw pud diay ka..hehe... uu jud gakailang pako.. pero for sure mawala rana.. ofchurs we can bring it back man..:).. i love you and like wat i said.. i cant afford to lose you dear..:)..
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