Its really hard to say goodbye to the person when you know that you can never say hello again. it hurts to say goodbye to someone you love most. It is the hardest word that our mouth can utter. it needs enough time before saying it.
8 years has past,8 years of mourning.8 year of longing for your love and care. i was only 13 back then,when i was staring at you, and kept on asking you-" isn't it too early for you to go?..leave us?don't you wanna see us grow?.."- it hurts me a lot knowing that you can't answer me anymore. Screaming is not enough for me to release all the pain inside. it tears my heart thinking that i can't spend time with you again.I'm sad because you left. i cry because i know you're not coming back. i terribly miss you. i miss those happy moments that we had. Oh how i wish you're still here beside me, but i i know that wish will never be granted. Life wouldn't be the same without you and all the memories you have given me. A part of you has grown in me, you're definitely a big part of what i am right now. don't you know that I've been dreaming of you? I've been dreaming that we're together,hugging you and telling you how much i love you and suddenly i wake up realizing that its just a dream, i can't help but to cry..but i'd still thank God for letting me be with you even if it's just in a dream.God knows how much i want to be with you again. God knows how regretful i am, that i failed to tell you and prove to you how much i care and love you.
there must be a reason why you suddenly leave, God knows why. thank you for giving me a chance to see the world, thank you for the undying love and care .No one can ever erase you in my heart. Don't worry we're OK. we're doing good. you'll always be remembered and loved by me.. "i love you mama".
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.
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No one wishes to say goodbye to anybody they loved most, but thats life.. people come and go and we must learn to let go.Enjoy life, enjoy the people whose with you right now. The people who loved by you and give love in return. Appreciate life.13 years is enough to spend time with your mama, ang uban they don't have even a single minute nga na spend sa ilang parents, your lucky enough you have 13 years of your life with her. Celebrate life...
(hugs) for you aising.. anah man jud nang life, come and go lang ang mga tao.. pero i know u learned something sa iyang pagkawala, right? ive been there, we've been there..so we truly understand you..:D
:).. thanks chang..
thanks pud rut..:)..
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