Nov
22



I'm so thankful I have someone like you ,You're someone I can count on when I need a helping hand..You're compassionate and loving. I love you..
happy 34th monthsary..



Happiness and joy
Are memories I have with you
And many more months
To look forward to.

Aug
22


Knowing that after all this time,
we still love each other makes me think..
myBaby, You're my Destiny..:)


Happy 31st monthsary!!..


Aug
16




I wish we're still together
to celebrate your special day
But i want you to know
that i will be celebrating it
with you in my heart..
a heart that's filled
with so much love for you
now and always.

I Wish our time together
weren't too short
that we could have more time
to talk and spend more moments
to be with each other.


Missed your encouragement
that has given me wings to fly,
and your love that will always
be part of me
wherever i go in life.

No matter where I go
I'll always find you there
Because you're in my heart
always and forever.


Happy birthday Ma....


Jul
22



"Two and a 1/2... weeeh... another month old!!! trials constantly visit's us but OUR LOVE always WIN's as such...lots of LOVE... mwaaaaaah!!!
i love you so much myAisa!!!"



Hearing those words from you made me stronger and love you more, That whatever trials we may encounter, I know that our love will keep us together. I want the whole world to know how happy and lucky I am, to have you in my life.. i love you more myMark..:)

May
30

happy birthday to me!:).. I am now stepping another year of my journey. Chapter 21 has closed and is indeed a great one for me, though many problems have arrived but i was not able to give up on life because God made me strong to conquer it all!..congrats to me..hehe..!thanks to all my beloved who are always there for me. So here i am welcoming chapter 22!!!..hopefully it will be more fun and success pero wag lang sana more problems..haha.. But i know I've got to be ready because problems are everywhere, kasama na yan sa life. all I have to do is have faith and believe in myself...
It was fun celebrating my day, it's about 12:00 am when my boyfriend called me. How sweet of him calling me in the middle of the night just to greet me a happy birthday. Some of my friends sent a message with their wishes for me. I am so happy that they got the effort to greet me on my special day.:).. it was 5am then, i am still in the land of dreams when a song woke me up. I warned my aunt not to make mañanita to me but they still did..waaaah.. so i have no choice but to face them wearing pajamas and still half asleep.hahaha.. It was my first time experiencing that stuff. its kinda make me uncomfortable because they let me sit in the middle and all their attention are in me. Eventually, i felt good when i heard someone reading the bible. I was touch by their wishes, and take note they also brought flowers for me. After the mañanita, i made my heartfelt thank you to everyone for their time and effort. It was indeed a good experience.
I decided not to make handa in my birthday. But i never expected that my brother would offer his chicken to be slaughtered.hahaha.. i guess yon nalang cguro ang gift nya sakin. well, sweet little bro!..:D.. so the katayan begin. hahaha.. since i don't know how to katay the manok..hehe, I let my uncle do it, and I'll do the cooking. my cousin ask me to watch for her kid because she will be going to market to buy something. unfortunately, my nephew poop on her shorts..waaaaah.. is this a gift?..hahaha.. so i have to wash her butt. haha..this is the most memorable thing I did on my day!..(lol)... some of my relatives visits our house so I decided to buy ice cream for them. I have a lot of little cousins so ice cream is best for them..:D.. I enjoyed watching them eating ice cream. And I've got the chance to talk to my aunts and grand mothers and I enjoyed making kulitan with my nephews. What a nice birthday!!..
5 pm when i told my father that i will be going to CDO para don na magsimba sa cathedral, but unfortunately he refused to let me go.(sad).. So i decided na bukas nalang magsimba.
One more thing, I have been always expecting that my best friend would be the last person to greet me on my birthday, unfortunately this time she did not make it. no text, no call.. walang paramdam at all. I guess she's already busy with her motherhood life, and i have to understand that.
To sum it up!!.. It was still fun and memorable day. My warmest thank you to everyone who made my day a very special day!..:)

Mar
11

Being into a relationship between a man and a woman is a hard thing to do. It's tough because every individual is unique and got a lot of differences.
Let me share with you my thoughts about this kind of relationship. All of us knew that in a relationship, there are always circumstances. Sometimes we get hurt, I consider it saying hurt is a twin of Love (haha). But, the most important thing when we get hurt is learning how to rise and move on. Forgive and learn from it. It seemed to be so easy saying those words, but when we are into the situation, we find it hard to forgive and simply forget what had happened. It will take to time to heal the wound. We tend to be so emotional, sometimes we jumped into a decision that might worsen the situation. As they say don't decide when you're so down and when you're too happy, and I absolutely agree with that. We might end up regretful when we do things on rush. Some people say that no one will understand them because they are not into it or they cannot feel the pain. Yes, They may not be able to feel it, but they are there to listen to your sentiments, it's the least that they can do. Letting your emotions out can help you ease the pain and can help do something to make things right or better. There are things or changes that we may not be able to understand why it happens, but eventually we realize that there's a reason behind it, and it's just a matter of acceptance. Just look on the brighter side of your relationship. Never forget those times that you we're happy with them. Be more patient and understanding. But if its still didn't work out and If if you think your love does not work with that person, it just means that someone else loves you more. Move on and never loose hope. You deserve to be happy. We all deserve to be happy.

Feb
18

Someone said "If your strength is small, don't carry heavy burdens. "
I wonder if i had the strength to carry this burden right now. I don't know if it's really a burden, or it is just a test. I felt so neglected, doing things to someone which he doesn't even seem to care. After my mom left us, I know I got a big responsibility to take good care of my siblings, since I am the eldest. A lot of adjustments to accept, many things to do. I keep on questioning myself, can I do this?, i was 13 back then, wala pang masiyadong ka-alam2x sa mundo. I used to depend on my mother in taking good care of my siblings and disciplining them, doing the laundry and all the motherhood stuff. And suddenly those things are into my shoulders(Ang hirap!!). But I can't do nothing but to accept the fact that this is my life now, and i have to embrace this responsibility and lift them up to Lord. As we grew up, my brothers acted like they didn't care. My words are worthless, my deeds are meaningless. Maybe there is something wrong with me that made them treat me this way. I just did the things that I think is the best for them. Giving them what they need and what they want, of course with the help of my papa, However it seemed like it's not enough. I use mile patience to understand them, i keep on telling myself that they are too young to understand that what I am doing is for their own good. Last month I was crying hard when my father told me that my brother is not going to school anymore. I tried to convince him to go back to school, but he acted like I was not there. Our relationship is not in good terms right now. I chose not to talk to him, ignore him like what he did, i chose not to let him know that i still care. hopefully he'll realize my existence through my absence.
I've always been praying that someday he'll realize that he was wrong and do the right thing.
I am not losing hope, I know God is always there. He's watching and will do something to make things better. I've been wishing that someday he'll realize my worth.

Jan
22




Happy Anniversary!!
Words can't explain how great to have had you in my life these last 2 years. Reminiscing the time when i first saw you made me smile and thank God that He let me share my life with you. We may have a lot of differences but our patience made us strong and love each other more. We may have some misunderstanding sometimes but our love keeps us together and surpasses every problem that we had. Thank you for your love, patience, and understanding. I love you!..:)


Jan
4

Welcome 2010!. another year has opened and hopefully it will be a year of joy and happiness. Year 2009 has been a good year to me. I got my friends who are always there for me, a family whom I lean on and someone who treated me so special (heart). Simple thank you is not enough to recognize how grateful I am for all the things that all of them have done for me.

To my friends, thank you for your time and for the patience when in my "buang" mode. thank you for the serious talks that made me grow mature. For all the love and support i receive from all of you, thank you. You are indeed a friend that should be treasured. Sorry too for the trouble I made. I am looking forward to spending more years with guys.

To my Family, Papa, Thank you for the endless love you've showered to us. Thank you for the love that warms my heart. Thank you for all you have given us. Thank you for your continuing support in my endeavors. To my brothers, thank you for the laughters. i love you guys,i hope you know that. To my mama, I know you are now in heaven, Thank you for giving me the strength to go on. Thank you for everything. i love you all.

To my love, and hopefully be my future partner. Thank you for filling up my heart with joy and laughter. I might have shortcomings, stubborn at times, hard-headed or even moody, but yet your patience has let you understand me even more and loved me beyond compare. With this, I thank you for your patience and love. i love you with all my heart.

From my heart. Thank you so much!!.:)