updated version of me

Hearing those words from you made me stronger and love you more, That whatever trials we may encounter, I know that our love will keep us together. I want the whole world to know how happy and lucky I am, to have you in my life.. i love you more myMark..:)

happy birthday to me!:).. I am now stepping another year of my journey. Chapter 21 has closed and is indeed a great one for me, though many problems have arrived but i was not able to give up on life because God made me strong to conquer it all!..congrats to me..hehe..!thanks to all my beloved who are always there for me. So here i am welcoming chapter 22!!!..hopefully it will be more fun and success pero wag lang sana more problems..haha.. But i know I've got to be ready because problems are everywhere, kasama na yan sa life. all I have to do is have faith and believe in myself...
It was fun celebrating my day, it's about 12:00 am when my boyfriend called me. How sweet of him calling me in the middle of the night just to greet me a happy birthday. Some of my friends sent a message with their wishes for me. I am so happy that they got the effort to greet me on my special day.:).. it was 5am then, i am still in the land of dreams when a song woke me up. I warned my aunt not to make mañanita to me but they still did..waaaah.. so i have no choice but to face them wearing pajamas and still half asleep.hahaha.. It was my first time experiencing that stuff. its kinda make me uncomfortable because they let me sit in the middle and all their attention are in me. Eventually, i felt good when i heard someone reading the bible. I was touch by their wishes, and take note they also brought flowers for me. After the mañanita, i made my heartfelt thank you to everyone for their time and effort. It was indeed a good experience.
I decided not to make handa in my birthday. But i never expected that my brother would offer his chicken to be slaughtered.hahaha.. i guess yon nalang cguro ang gift nya sakin. well, sweet little bro!..:D.. so the katayan begin. hahaha.. since i don't know how to katay the manok..hehe, I let my uncle do it, and I'll do the cooking. my cousin ask me to watch for her kid because she will be going to market to buy something. unfortunately, my nephew poop on her shorts..waaaaah.. is this a gift?..hahaha.. so i have to wash her butt. haha..this is the most memorable thing I did on my day!..(lol)... some of my relatives visits our house so I decided to buy ice cream for them. I have a lot of little cousins so ice cream is best for them..:D.. I enjoyed watching them eating ice cream. And I've got the chance to talk to my aunts and grand mothers and I enjoyed making kulitan with my nephews. What a nice birthday!!..
5 pm when i told my father that i will be going to CDO para don na magsimba sa cathedral, but unfortunately he refused to let me go.(sad).. So i decided na bukas nalang magsimba.
One more thing, I have been always expecting that my best friend would be the last person to greet me on my birthday, unfortunately this time she did not make it. no text, no call.. walang paramdam at all. I guess she's already busy with her motherhood life, and i have to understand that.
To sum it up!!.. It was still fun and memorable day. My warmest thank you to everyone who made my day a very special day!..:)

Being into a relationship between a man and a woman is a hard thing to do. It's tough because every individual is unique and got a lot of differences.
Let me share with you my thoughts about this kind of relationship. All of us knew that in a relationship, there are always circumstances. Sometimes we get hurt, I consider it saying hurt is a twin of Love (haha). But, the most important thing when we get hurt is learning how to rise and move on. Forgive and learn from it. It seemed to be so easy saying those words, but when we are into the situation, we find it hard to forgive and simply forget what had happened. It will take to time to heal the wound. We tend to be so emotional, sometimes we jumped into a decision that might worsen the situation. As they say don't decide when you're so down and when you're too happy, and I absolutely agree with that. We might end up regretful when we do things on rush. Some people say that no one will understand them because they are not into it or they cannot feel the pain. Yes, They may not be able to feel it, but they are there to listen to your sentiments, it's the least that they can do. Letting your emotions out can help you ease the pain and can help do something to make things right or better. There are things or changes that we may not be able to understand why it happens, but eventually we realize that there's a reason behind it, and it's just a matter of acceptance. Just look on the brighter side of your relationship. Never forget those times that you we're happy with them. Be more patient and understanding. But if its still didn't work out and If if you think your love does not work with that person, it just means that someone else loves you more. Move on and never loose hope. You deserve to be happy. We all deserve to be happy.